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[[Since the beginning of this year-2006]]
1. Have you had a gf/bf? yep
2.Have you had your birthday? no
3. Gotten drunk? no
4. Gotten high? haha no
5. Smkoked a cig? nope
6. Cried? yeah
7. Had someone close to you passed away? my great grandma
8. Pulled an all nighter? yeah
9. Drank starbucks? heck yes
10. Went shopping? yep...today actually
11. Been camping? no
12. Been to the beach? yes but it was frozen. does that count?
13. Bought something for over $200? not that i can recall
14. Visited a relative? yes, in tc baby!
[[In the past month]]
1. Have you had sex? nope
2. Kissed someone? for sure
3. Slept in a friends bed? yeah
4. Snuck someone over? no
5. Snuck out of your own house? nope, im a good girl
6. Been drunk? no
7. Lied? yeah
8. Gotten a car? no, unfortunately
9. Went over your cell phone bill? possibly
10. Been called a whore? i dont know
11. Drove somewhere? um yes
12. Been away from home for over 2 nights? yeah, trinidad
13. Seen an old friend? sorta, i havent seen or talked to steve in forever (we were homeschooled together when we were kids)
[[In the past week]]
1. Bought something? clothes, food
2. Choked? no
3. Watched t.v for over 3 hours straight? um, i dont think so. havent had time
4. been to the movie theater? no :(
5. Been to a party? no
6. Gone skydiving? nope, dont think so
7. Been to the beach? no
8. Smoked? no way
9. Done drugs? uh no
10. Gotten a gift from someone? no
11. Been out of control? for sure!
13. Made a c.d? no
14. Called someone? of course
15. Had someone tell you they like you? yes :)
[[Lasts]]
1. Thing you bought? hollister jeans
2. Person you hugged? steve
3. Person you talked to? melissa
4. Person to call you? melissa
7. Last thing you said to someone? "no, its fine"
8. Last time you brushed your teeth? before school
9. Last time you took a bath? a BATH? wow i dont even remember
10. When was the last time you cried? last week
11. Last time you felt stupid? today when i was told my sunglasses look like bugs eyes...
12. Last time you walked over 1 mile? hm i dont remember
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[09 Mar 2006|11:50pm] |
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Like woah.
It's too late right now.
I just finished my english project. That was due a week ago. That was assigned like 2 months ago. Gr
This has been an excellent week. The road trip to T.C. was a success. Monday i napped and ate all afternoon. Tuesday i went to the talent show with Big M. I love that girl. Wednesday was ethnic wednesday of course. Me and the girls went to Blue Ginger for some sushi and then went and got bubble tea. That was gross, and it exploded all over the front of my coat and on my crotch, so it looked like i peed myself. Wonderful. Thursday, oh yeah, that was today, I went to the dermatologist and they burned my face off. Then I had a choir concert and it sucked. I start working at Dairy Twist this weekend! im so excited.
Erik called me tonight! All the way from Canada. It was great to talk to him. I miss that boy very much.
I am so tired. I'm surprised I was able to type this successfully. Goodnight
I like this color...
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[03 Mar 2006|07:34pm] |
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I never really update anymore. Sad.
I'm excited...tomorrow I'm going to Traverse City with Drew, Greg, and Dave to see a pastor from Trinidad speak. The O'Connells are going to be up there too. The four of us are spending the night at Dave's grandpa's house and then coming home Sunday. It's gonna be sweet dude. Man i miss Erik!!! Ahhh. He leaves for Toronto on Sunday, so I wont see him for awhile. :( Oh well.
Okbye
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[08 Feb 2006|08:20pm] |
( Yep )
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[28 Jan 2006|02:35pm] |
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oh crap i thought i was going to update but now i decided that i dont want to...hmm
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[10 Jan 2006|09:26pm] |
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Wow. I honestly dont know what else to do. This fall I checked out Cornerstone University, a small Christian college in Grand Rapids. I liked it and my parents and I agreed that I could possibly go there. Since then, I feel more and more like I should check out some public Universities. I've been to Central Michigan, and I applied to Grand Valley, but I havent visited it. My parents wont let me even apply to CMU because Erik goes there. They wont even give me a chance to see if i can get in and what kind of scholarships i can get. Now they said they wont let me go to Grand Valley. So basically, I have no choice about college right now. I've done everything they have asked me to do. I researched all the colleges i was considering. I weighed the pros and cons. I just emailed Paul and Marleen to see if I could sit down and talk with them about it. I emailed the pastor of His House at Central to get advice. I pretty much have run out of options now and I'm running out of time to decide what to do about college. I feel trapped and helpless. All of my friends are excited about college, and i want to be, but its so hard when my parents arent even letting me make my own decisions. Please pray for me :( Thanks guys
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Merry Christmas! Yeah, Im a little late.
My tummy hurts. A lot.
Break has been fabulous. Christmas day my family from Traverse City came down and it was great to see them. My cousins are getting so big. The day after Christmas my family (and Erik) went to my grandparent's house for Christmas with my Dad's side. That was a good time as well, even though i ate waaayy too much. Yesterday, Drew, Catie, Erik, and I went to great lakes crossing in the morning, and then erik and i went to twelve oaks in the afternoon, and visited Haleigh at her work. I pretty much spent most of my christmas money already. We got Coldstone and went back to his house to watch a movie. He's sick, so before I left to go home, i tucked him into bed haha. It was cute.
That's all I have for now
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[01 Dec 2005|03:57pm] |
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Well, i thought i'd stall a little bit more before i have to tackle my homework. I dont really have much to say, but thats alright, writing about nothing is better than doing homework.
First, Id like to say...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY AMAZING BOYFRIEND!!! I hope your day was great and
I can't wait to see you tomorrow! Thanks for calling me in the middle
of the night too. Haha. Its ok i liked it.
So i tried to give blood today and they wouldnt let me because my iron
level is too low. Blah. But i got a cool sticker that says "I
Tried" I also took a nap during gym because i was too cold to
swim. That the extent of my exciting day. Tonight i have to go sing
with choir at the opera house for the nutcracker. Not too happy bout
that one. Oh well.
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[27 Nov 2005|09:53pm] |
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It snowed this week!! I love snow, it makes everything so pretty.
This break has been great. And
I still have 3 more days left! Wednesday I got a nice little surprise.
Erik told me that he was coming home around 5 or so. So i got home from
school and planned on waiting for a few hours till he got home. I went
into my room to put my stuff away, and guess who was in my bed? It was
funny because at first i couldnt figure out who he was, because i wasnt
expecting it at all. That night we went and visited his grandma and
went out to dinner with her and her friend.
Thanksgiving was...filling. We went to my grandparents and i dont think i stopped eating the entire day.
Friday, I got to work...oh fun. It was really busy, but at least i got off at 5, so that wasnt too bad.
Yesterday I went shopping with
Erik, his mom and his grandma. Sorry, his nana. I love shopping. We
came home and hung out at my house until i had to go to work. Erik came
over again after I got home from work, and we watched Batman Begins
with my family.
Today...what an interesting
day. I got up this morning to get ready for church. I was in the
bathroom and all of a sudden I passed out. I think i might have had a
seizure because when i woke up i was screaming and shaking violently.
The rest of the morning i couldnt get up without feeling like i was
going to pass out. So i laid on the couch for a few hours, and once i
started eating stuff i felt better. My family went to have lunch with
my grandma and great grandma, but obviously i didnt go. So, my
wonderful boyfriend came over and took care of me! I was actually fine
by that point, but he came over to keep me company. Then he ended up
playing PS2 until my family got home, and then he played with Drew. I
went to church tonight for a Trinidad meeting, and now I'm home and I
dont have school tomorrow wich makes me super happy.
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Being a senior is pretty sweet.
I must say, I'm liking this year more than i thought i would. I guess
thats because school is actually fun for once. I like not caring as
much.
This weekend was a blast. Friday, I worked, and then came home and
watched Lost all night. Early Saturday morning i drove up to CMU to
spend the day with Erik. We had a great time. He showed me more stuff
around campus, and i guess he's trying to convince me to come there.
It's almost working :) It was pretty dead up there though cuz everyone
was at western. We pretty much just relaxed all day, hung out with his
roomate Keith, and his friends Byran and Mikhail. We left around 10 to
come home, cuz Dave got baptized Sunday morning, so all his friends
went to watch. After church, a bunch of us went to Amelia's for
lunch and to hang out. That was really fun. Sunday night I helped at
the kid's banquet at church and we watched a really disturbing movie,
right Chelsea? Haha it was scary, for real.
It's really cool how things always work out. You think theres no way
out, and then God comes through for you. He's cool like that.
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[03 Nov 2005|07:15pm] |
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Yesterday my espanol class
went on a field trip to Schoolcraft College for some Latin American
culture thingy. I'm not quite sure what it was all about, but we got to
miss school, so thats all i care about. We ate our full of mexican food
samples, and then me, evan, melissa, and chiangbang left the room to go
explore the college. We found the cafeteria, and then wandered to the
basement, where there was a rec room with games and a bunch of pretty
strange people. We played foosball until we got bored, and then we went
outside and found our way to the library. We went on the computers for
a little while, and then went back to the cafeteria in the main
building, and found the rest of our class wandering around too. Schaman
eventually found us, but she didnt care that we werent at the culture
thing. We all decided to go back into the room, just in time for some
Salsa lessons. It was an exciting day of not being in school.
Happy Birthday JenJen! (yesterday)
So now Erik is over, cuz he
came home yesterday to do some teacher observing thing at Lakeland and
Oak Valley. He and my dad are currently in the other room playing ps2.
Jeez, men and their videogames. It's all good though :)
I went for an interview at a
store at the mall today. I guess I got the job, i just have to call the
lady back tomorrow. So there goes my life for the next few months. Oh
well, i need the money desperately.
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I LOVE FALL! If only spring were the next season...let's just skip winter PLEASE!
So yesterday was really cool. Tess & Greg, Katie & Steve, and Erik & I went to three different cider mills. We pet some animals, fed some bees, ate some donuts, drank some cider, and just enjoyed being outside. The weather was absolutely gorgeous. There couldnt have been better weather. There are pictures on Steve's site-
http://gvsu.facebook.com/photos.php?id=22413001&l=0056c
After that, we all went our separate ways, and Erik and I met my family at Olive Garden for dinner. Dude that place is good stuff.
Erik and I had a few issues that came about last night, but I just got
home from his house, and we worked everything out! So overall it was a
very amazing weekend.
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Ten years ago I was...
*7
*starting public school for the first time
*moving to a new house
Five years ago I was...
*12
*a bratty little middle school girl
Three years ago I was...
*14
*a freshman in high school
*having a really hard time fitting in
Two years ago I was...
*15
*a sophomore in high school
*discovering what an amazing group of friends i have at church
One year ago I was...
*16
*so excited that i could finally drive
*starting to get pretty interested in a certain someone
Yesterday I...
*was at the impact retreat!
*took a nap on the grass with marley, katie, tess, and sam
*made a movie
Today I...
*dyed my hair
*ate wendy's
*tried to play the game othello with marley
*am cold
Five snacks I enjoy...
*ice cream
*cheez-its
*kit-kats
*bananas
*pizza
Five songs I know all the words to...
*anything relient k
Five things I would do with $100,000,000...
*save a lot of it
*pay for college
*get a car
*give to charity
*buy something for all my friends!
Five places I would run away to...
*my room
*katie's or tess's
*cmu..lol
*my aunt's house in traverse city
*camp
Five bad habits...
*chewing on my nails
*eating when im bored
*not ever cleaning my room
*procrastinating
*not getting enough sleep
Five biggest joys...
*food
*my friends
*my boy
*GOD
*looking at the stars!
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[10 Oct 2005|08:39pm] |
Another great homecoming weekend.
Friday I was supposed to work, and I ended up getting called off, so I was able to go to the concert at church. Erik came over when he got home from CMU and brought Jake cuz he was babysitting. We all went to church to help set up. It was the steel pan band from Trinidad, so that was really cool to see them in person. We got to hang out and talk with them after, and it made me wish so bad that I will get to go there for the mission trip this year.
Saturday, Katie had people over to hang out to surprise Steve for his birthday. She made him really yummy cake and we all just chilled pretty much. After that, Erik and I went back to my house and we hung out until it was time to get ready for the dance. Tess and Greg came over to eat, and then we went to school. The dance ended up being really fun, hot and sweaty, but fun. Greg locked his keys in his ghetto car, so we had to get a ride home. Everyone hung out at my house after, and we pretty much were so tired that we sat and did nothing.
Erik left early sunday morning, so I didnt get to see him anymore this weekend. But I got to spend a good amount of time with him, which was great, of course. And now I dont get to see him for 3 weeks :( But it will be ok. God had been doing some really cool things in our relationship lately, so it's been exciting.
I MISS CHELSEA! I seriously need to hang out with that girl soon, cuz i miss her and her craziness.
I'm really tired so I'm gonna go to bed and call my boy!
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WOOHOO. Amazing day.
I woke up early and drove to CMU around 6:30. I got there about 8 and wanted to go back to sleep, but Erik wouldnt let me cuz he was excited that i was there...we hadn't seen each other for 2 weeks...not too bad, but it still sucked. So we just chilled till about 10 and then got up and got ready for the day and waited for Nick to get there. Leo also came over and we all went on a walk around campus. Got to see the sweet library. The whole time Leo was pretending to be drunk, and was scaring the students and parents visiting for 'cmu and you day.' We wanted to tailgate before the game, but that didnt happen because we got everything situated too late. So Dave joined us and we went to the game. Erik started feeling sick, so we got some food and then him and i walked back to his dorm and watched tv. The boys ditched us for dinner, so Erik and I went to Applebee's...yummy. Then we came back and I got my stuff and had to leave around 6:30. That was a bummer. The day went by so fast, but it was awesome getting to spend so much time with erik. Yes, Nick, it was nice to see you too, sorry i didnt say bye.
Well now I'm exhausted from driving and being up for 17 hours...so I'm gonna get going to bed.
Erik, thanks for an amazing time today and I hope you feel better!
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[20 Sep 2005|04:33pm] |
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
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[19 Sep 2005|02:56pm] |
I have to go to physical therapy in a few minutes. But i just wanted to say...
...I get to go to CMU for Saturday and see Erik!! Wahoo. I am real excited because I'm going up early, going to the game, and then going home sometime at night. I didn't think it would work out, but now it is and it's going to be great. Nick is going up too, so that will be fun...more tailgating, oh boy. Drunk people are funny.
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I miss my boyfriend.
I had a great weekend. Erik came home, and Friday night we went to the Lakeland game with Steve, Katie, Tess, and Greg. After we went to Erik's house to watch a movie, but we ended up turning it off. Saturday morning I had a doctor appointment for my back, and i found out that I need physical therapy, which i start tomorrow morning. My mom and I also went to the grocery store and got some sweet stuff like Jones Soda. We went home and Erik came over to watch the Michigan game with my dad. After the Michigan game was another game, but it wasnt important i guess so Erik and I went to the mall for a little bit. We came home and there was another football game, and he watched it with my dad while i made cupcakes. Then we watched Little Rascals with Catie and Drew. Sunday morning we had the big kickoff in Impact, and i can't believe how small some of the younger kids are, its insane. After church, I sat around for a little bit and then went to Erik's for dinner. That included more football watching. It's only been three days of it and i can't handle ANY MORE! We hung out for a few hours, took a walk, watched tv, chilled, and then i left before his ride came. He went back up to school and i wont see him till Homecoming :( I already miss him a lot, but I think I'm really spoiled that I've gotten to see him every week he's been at college so far.
This week is going to be pretty slow. I don't work at all, and I probably wont have a lot of homework. I am going to Justines with Katie sometime to try on homecoming dresses, and then later in the week I'm meeting with the recruiting guy from Cornerstone, cuz he called and said he's in the area.
I am so exhausted right now and I cant figure out why. I went to bed so early last night. Oh, i talked to Erik in my sleep last night. I guess that he called my phone, and we had a conversation, and i was completely asleep, cuz i have no memory of it at all.
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